"les jours passent mais la mémoire jamais ne s'efface"

Saturday, July 30, 2005

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Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's getting' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holding' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feeling' I get
Only feels much stronger, want to love yaw longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feeling' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only want to make it good
so if I love yaw a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop loving' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need yaw like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still getting' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holding' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights yaw know I still do...
...One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying'
That's why I'm saying'...
...Never leave me I don't know what I'd do...

A lil song could describe my love ... my heart n soul for him...

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Friday, July 29, 2005

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Di kala ku kesepian
Dihanyut ombak yang resah
Kau mengubati kerinduan
Di kala ku keresahan
Dihanyut malam nan kelam
Kau menerangi hidup ku

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Kini segalanya telah berubah
Cinta mu hanya memori indah
Ku ditinggalkan kesepian
Pilu hati ku

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Kembalilah kepada ku
Selamilah jiwa ini yang terluka
Ikatan kita berdua
Sayangilah diri ini
Belailah jiwa nan sepi
Kelayuan dedaunan keguguran
Dahan nan kerapuhan
Bunga-bunga cinta layu di pusara
Hmmm..... Hmmm....

Di kala ku kerinduan
Dihembus angin nan pilu
Ku tatapi wajah diri mu
Di kala ku kesorangan
Dihanyut asmara cinta
Kau membelai jiwa ku ini

Hanya satu ku pinta oh dari mu
Hargailah cinta kita.. Ooo..
Gelora menikam jiwa ini
Berada di hati
Deraian cinta yang suci

mich..im going nutz of what??...i miss the old cuddly teddy..i still could recall it like its just yesterday..the day he ask me "renee can u give me a chance to be your lover once? Ever since that day i lay my heart and soul on teddy.Till now i still dont get it 'why the hell i luv him so much ..hes not like some superstar..',,.RENEE YOUR HAVE TO LET GO...the problem is i cant ..haizz..unless unless unless i chop my hand or chop my heart then ill let go ..haizz..

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

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michelle ask me update my blog..kk..im listening 2 my sifu..lolx..hehehe...im doing kinda fine ...jz looking at d calender..when ill b back in action in sp aka cport..4 more mths..have to b patient..n i still have strong feelings on my cuddly teddy..i still luv him..so that means that i haven let go yet..SOS..help..cant tell ming bout this ..or else''Renee u real tension ..told u let go dont u understand simple english..etc etc ..''there goes ming n her lecture..lolx..well wat she said is true but luv is blind..i cant control..to me hes everything to me..kinda ler..guess wat while im writting this blog he sudd on9 ON9 on9ON999..i go kacau my cuddlt teddy ..my prince charming ..so ..till then..;)..;p,,as usual im flirting till d max wif tht fella ...

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

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love is like a flaming fire...its pretty but its oso pain ..its hurt like ur heart is like flaming fire ...burning so painnn...haizz...y this time im out of control ady..im v impress t'va got d skill 2 make me go crazy bout him...haizzz

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

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yesterday my mom went to my school to take my report card..and my horrible teacher complain bout me..that i fail my add math straight n pass up late hw..and incompleted hw..could she just shut up..cant she just said that my result is not that good..enough ler..haizz..frustrated...tension...real tension..

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