wat i did last life..tht i hav to bear all these pain...i jz had another operation on my eye..i had operation twice on my eye..lets hav a look on my record
2 operation on my eye
3 operation on my head
6-7 anjo-gram
3 mri
definately more than 100 jab..........
all this happen since 2 weeks after my grandama pass away..i still could recall 16dec1999...thts d day i start my first operation on my head...everythin started..thts d day i start facin my life everyday askin myself will there b tmr...how long im going to survive until..hate it when ppl visit n ask me its alright it will b over..deep in my heart was"nvr experince pls shut up u dont even know d pain nor d emotion" i know they care bout me n for my own good but i think thts wat all patient think so..its so hard to pass daily life..haizz...fed up n tired..always think wat m i living for...i scared tht when i get older d worst i get..more operation..i dont thinkill die in peace...i doubt bout it....sumtime when i do wrong thing ill feel who cares can i enjoy myself once..thts when i start to like drinkin make me feel headache n forget everythin...im interested wif wat i did in my last life..tht i hav to bear all these at this age...wat i did..im really wanna know...wat was i last life..who was i...if i c doc could they bring me bck my memory last life...i really wanna know......haizzz.....
operation...sad but true..i operate my eye recently...my eyes grow sumthin..three jab on my right eye..its so pain...withour ga again...jz bcoz im young...anjo-gram few years ago also same..too young so will b able to stand d pain..y young ppl v strong izzit..haizz..now my eye swollen 4 few weeks...like someone punch me only..lolx..or pirate..how im going to coll..lolx..who punch me r...or i go out wif bforest ppl think he punch wan how...haizz...hehe....or put make up..hehe..to cover it..lolx...but my eye damn fargile ady..make up dont think can lor..haizz..sad...but recently after coll went shopping wif my fren..buy so many stuff..lolx..out of cash ady..hehe..n this world is so small..one of my ns fren from terengganu same coll wif jin le wor..haha..n jin le too much ady call me pig pig all..i prefer piglet lar....tsk tsk...nvm lar...lolx...
today!!went coll morning morning...waited for an hour like donkey like tht..cant stand anymore..me n my fren ask d counter so is our lecturer coming or not...coz d max time we waited was always half an hour..today is an hour ady..she like..u guys are supposed 2 finish everything d lecturer give n pass up by today he aint coming..we was like..TENSION..come on lar..tell us lar..like we can read their mind..haizz..then had some time go walk for awhile n hav lunch..sudd my mom n sis say visit me..when finish class fing them lor..went populor up stairs..thought they were there...call them say opposite of popular..tension..lolx..before tht say popular..nvm..walk opposite then saw bforest..smile..he smile bck..lolx..real crazy lar..lolx..then msg he say wanted 2 msg u ady wan..then sudd u passby..i was like true anot..true true..lolx..askin me my mom n sis izzit..hehe...n my mom like y x invite him yam cha along..wah sai..should i..hehe..i scared he freak out..xp...
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