"les jours passent mais la mémoire jamais ne s'efface"

Friday, July 27, 2007

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DIGNITY
All i know is dignity was everything to me.Since the day i was born thats the only thing i able to maintain in me.What do you people thing about dignity..just a word or does it means more than that.I go wild when i explode,when i cant control myself and i hate it when i cant control myself.When people cant control themself they do thing thats unexpected.Could we blame people when they go wild,out of control.Even when people knows what they are doing is wrong they still go on doing it.Why because they feel they still have their dignity.They still have their dignity in them which is somehow way more important than their soul.Why live when there is no more dignity.This style of thinking is more on japanese people not on malaysians.Even i think what japanese people did in the pass is evil i somehow really adore them how they keep their dignity,how they keep their promise and trust.Im a very stubborn gal but i hardly goes against my parents instead i rather let them know lesser about me than argue with them.I know what i did is a lil wrong because this may cause our bonding might lost.But its just a way to keep my dignity.Lots of people say just say sorry to them thats all..its simple as ABC..to me its not..the more sorry u say the more worthless is your sorry is..

To me dignity is you stay in your pace,dont effect your dignity because of any reason,no matter how much you have to lose.I lose my displin to protect my dignity.I lost my grades because of dignity.I have a black record for it.I lost how people think about me because of dignity.I even lost people that i love because of that.I even lost my ten commanment.Sometimes it runs through my mind what i did was it worth it?was it worth a while?lots of ppl think its not worth it at all..but to me its just more than that because thats all i have left standing still strong in me.

I just want to say,why want to say things you dont want to say just to keep u safe when it hurt your dignity.Like when teacher slap people people think its the best way to say sorry and get over with it because teacher are always rite.But what you feel,lost the case when you still think your rite?Why your teachers/lecturer ask you what you think about me?if you think they sucks thats what you should say why must you say things that you that you dont mean it.Might give you good grade or if you say bad thing they might write bad about you but who cares?Fine lots of people thinks its worth it lost their dignity for all this.But you also lost all the respect of people.

This topic is mostly to those who thinks those people who rebel over elder people is wrong.Think twice what if??elder might be wrong..because elder people dignity is more valueable than younger ones..I strongly disagree,i think in these days everything should be fair.Even im living in a country thats always not fair in religion,even life but thats what im try to do in future trying to be fair.We think its not fair and we want it to be fair why not try to held out a hand to help to complete this wish.Its not if we cant beat them we join them its about how valueable about us how we keep our dignity.I might be too straight forward toward people but nothing much to fear because what im saying its just the truth.

I cant tell that those people that go against over keeping dignity is important is wrong.They have their own reason.Just trying to straight things out that people that do things wrong,rebel so so called wrong they aint so wrong actually.They have their reason too.And mostly is just to keep their dignity.

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:: Me ::
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My name is Rene'e.
Regardless of age,sex,creed,denomination n religion.
I think every1 of us hav our own compelling story worth 2 tell.
My story is v colourfull.
thts 4 me 2 know 4 u 2 find out.
I view diff ppl wif diff light.
I feel more compassion 4 d ppl around me.
I think we might hav lil in common n even less 2 agree on..y not we put our diff aside n find friendship tht lasts a lifetime.

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