Some pathetic complain about my life.
Lets see i can advise people when i cant even advise myself.I cant believe how pathetic im.I ask God to spare me once,to give me a chance to live because there is alot of things that i havent done.Now im fed up with my life.Once i think is it better if i just left the world,then once again i dont think so high chance ill be in hell i havent done things that a christian should do i havent complete my mission of living,i also havent know how to appreciate my life.
I seriously darn sickening about my life already.Does anyone really care how i feel.Its also my fault why dont i just tell them.But im just me.I get so fed up almost everything.Think back from my childhood i almost have been through every incident that ever could happen to a girl at my age.Why am i still dont have the wisdom that i should have by now.Friendship,Betrayed,Relationship,Hurt,Pain,Death...
Whats next?Now im living in a house that i dont feel like my home.I always just want to get out of my house that makes me feel better just to take break.Life is always just a dream.My heart feel so so so heavy,i dont know how long could i ever carry this burden,,,since im always a burden in my family.God why cant i ever happy with my life.Forgive me God i know a child like me that you have given me alot of test should have been more strong but God maybe for once you might be wrong because i feel i really need a shoulder to lean on i feel i cant stand anymore im trying my very best to.Im just afraid that i will fall this time and im afraid i cant stand again cant get up again.....
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