Im extremely pissed with almost everything.........
Why must i have to pay for everything..almost everything..i actually think that im very independent because whenever i want something i havta earn my own money to buy whatsoever..like my hp..from the first hp till my fourth hp..i bought all of them by myself..as i could recall the first one i bought it with my saving..the second one i work during F1 as a waitress...wash plate etc..just because i was so demanding and i just wanted it so badly..even my friends give me nick name for it..roarrrrrrrr..but deep inside me i was always proud of myself for one thing..that is i bought it all by my hard earn money..my digicam..,my laptop..etc..driving license..haiz..even if my house bill if it cross certain limit i havta pay..but i think that i dont pay my parents for shelther and food i think i should pay small thing in the house and doing house choir..but today i got so frustrated i burst into tears.......when can i ever save money..i just receive my paycheck yesterday and today my money just disappear by paying all this stuff..i just cry and cry and cry...i just cant control myself..after i work so hard for the money it just disappear just like that..my coming exam will cost even worst..i havta pay 400 next week..and guess what my purse left 61 bucks..how am i going to survive..i doubt..haizz..why must i always worry about financial problem..why cant i be like other teenager or early 20's ppl just enjoy their life..just study thats all they havta worry about..i havta worry bills,coll fees..work,..etc..and why m i complaining so much when since im a young kid im always think that i have something more than other kids is im more independent..now i just think im not independent at all..if im i wont burst into tears for such a small matter..haizzzzzzz..gosh..i just wanna quit study then i can start saving some money.....haizz..one day debit the next day credit ady,,i just ........... 'mang shui'.......ii cant blame anyone..i just havta be stronger..and ive no idea how to..i wish i can just stop worrying..haizzzzzzz............atless one thing im extremely thankfull is that im still alive...;)..something to look forward.......'tq god for today'....
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