True Love
What is true love?It is commonly portrayed as that warm,engaged rapture that lifts you about a foot off the ground,makes your eyes sparkle,makes your heart goes pitter patter.A person ''in love'' thinks of beloved constantly and cannot get enough time together.Even sleep gives no rest.
This definition of true love creates a great deal of disappointment and disillusionment for modern people.As we all know the intensity of an ''in love'' experience changes and will also changes our feeling toward ''in love''.
Experiences in love makes you more matured toward your relationship and able to make you feel love is nothing but lust.I cant say that i have everyone to agree with my theory but after all I'm just an ordinary teen..am i? just maybe my life is just a little too colourful.
Lets say since secondary school i changed a lot ;) My first love make me hmmm the happiest gal in the world when what he did to me is just small little things.Haha that time was beginner what..so its normal rite.Not long i was ehem ditch or dump 'which my friend prefer that word'.But i was still naive,i fall in love again with another jock...madly in love soon he ditch me.It took me quite long to get over him that void he left me.Then i hock with an innocent fella,i have not much feeling for him but i wanted to get over my past so i thought it will work but no.He love me more than i love him ''did i love him i doubt''.My mom or lots of people says that we must find a person that love you more than you love him.But you just don't have the desire of wanting,to see him,don't even makes your heart goes pitter patter,even how nice he treat you you wont feel that extreme touch which you will have with someone you love.Then i ditch him and felt very guilty.Then i hock with another guy''he totally not involve with football,i was relief;)''but because of I'm going for NS i ask for break because i don't believe in long distance love anymore and since i been ditch twice i start having the habit to flirt.More like my daily routine.But like i say should i blame people that ditch me or thank them.Flirt with no commitment,no tears,no hurt.....life goes on as i move on;) .I start to care more about my heart,i don't want to feel hurt anymore,even now i don't feel secure in all things,like i say still have to move on rite?.Is it love or is it just sexual desire?i doubt sometimes??Love sometimes fear me...
Love is like a bed of roses,there are many thorns.The path to love lies in learning to avoid the thorns,while enjoying the roses.;)
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